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blues so deep that they black.

by payforluv.

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1.
I got blues so deep that they black Debts i cant ever pay back I cant tell my love from my I cant tell my love how my lack Of empathy seemingly ahh fuck it I cant get these lyrics quite right to match Blues so deep that I’m sinking Eyes so full of tears i cant blink yet They hesitate to jump out they be brinkin Just like the truck aint shit in here leakin I got blues bout my mom and her life Blues bout my loves and my vices I can’t speak it all to em so i write em Wasn’t born with wings so im fighting Angel eating, i was lifeless Work and sleep, then back to my shifts In personality ion like em I looked in the mirror, he looked back I got blues so deep that they black Blue so deep that they look like me Blues so real that they hangin wit me They like my blood, crimson my eyes U see when i blink High as a kite but the land on my feet I’m runnin this world, tell my loves to check in with me I hardly get a call Blues so deep i might sink I got open hands at the ledge If i see you falling, I’ll reach out just please Remember the gesture when that time comes for me I got blues hella deep
2.
my fingers bleeding front like ion know why stimulants coursing thru me slow winters coming, ion know tired i get cash, my pocket holes send dough straight into my closet keep it real, ur name on my phone i miss u so ima call up let it ring straight thru might leave a voicemail to see if u checkin on me sick to my stomach, seem like life playin tricks on me what i thought would happen? universe like listen dummy kisses from a rose my fingers bleedin front like ion know why blue moon rises, babe this routine so tired come and visit me i show u love like only i know how touch you in places i only know how but love ain’t cummin front like ion know why i was troubled in my youth lack of love for self ran wild why i see beauty embodied obsessed with bodies, ur curves just short of godly coddled by intellect genius just had to rob me give a fuck about excuses my dad let me know proudly i see why he said it scruddy these bills aint stoppin but the kisses from a rose got my fingers bleedin ion know why i let em go but now my heart hurting the fuck goin on? i call you once again ion hear dial tones just silence, a breath, i say hi click says goodbye u let the phone speak for u
3.
Dance floor crying catchin spirits Yet i wake up me, I’m doin alright Waiting for cancer season 2 Uptop nas whens it gon drop? Call up my scrudda, my bruddas What we on tn, lets make summ shit pop I can’t recall my last free minute Baby thats why those calls dropped Dodging caltrops, simply cant be the engine that stopped They can hate but my pen still mad hot If they hatin let em hate, money just pile up I rock hard shit, nigga non stop It don’t be the prices I’m flexing Look how the shoulders drop I lift one up, then lift the other drop both Ion give a fuck, i don’t I got love on the brain baby I got luv on my brain Im lowkey feeling a way, shorty Heh Ya feel me? I wasnt runnin away baby, No i want runnin away I was hunting for the words to say I was mixing my thoughts like my drinks I got love on the brain baby I got luv on my brain Im lowkey feeling a way, shorty Heh Ya feel me? I wasnt runnin away baby, No i want runnin away I was hunting for the words to say I was mixing my thoughts like my drinks
4.
stupid games 02:14
I want doin nunn to impress ya, Lukewarm under pressure i want goin to boil cross me ur pain my pleasure, look* i cant even be coy U want me to raise ya, but hesi to help me, u not even really my boy I got niggas that pull thru gas light on a week, please dont make me show u Saucin on niggas not really my goal, but its hot sauce if we meet in the post Don’t make me look bad, or its bozo pack, lil buddy, u donezo u toast In maplewood all summer, the days last long as the fuck, they be slow but my nigga, we are not our days, come play and leave like pulled pork grilled, i still need mines and trust*. i will be coming for more kill, i spent 3 days in the district, now i think i’m one of the moes. J. lil buddy, u r not scaring me fr i am not one of the hoes dawg im a dickhead, if i enter the spot i wont leave til i did the most I want doin nunn to impress you, Lukewarm under pressure i want goin to boil cross me ur pain my pleasure, look* i cant even be coy U want me to raise ya, but hesi to help me, u not even really my boy I got niggas that pull thru gas light on a week, please dont make me show u Saucin on niggas not really my goal, but its hot sauce if we meet in the post Don’t make me look bad, or its bozo pack, lil buddy, u donezo u toast In maplewood all summer, the days last long as the fuck, they be slow but my nigga, we are not our days, come play and leave like pulled pork
5.
i’m spillin my heart tryna refill it with carts with lust with parts un equal to whole we rifting apart ion even know where to start i practice my words but they leave to loose i try not to cry ion have to try too much i feel like not trying i’m tired but you what i want cant just let you loose i’m scared i’m hurting your wings i’m scared i’m playing in a noose i’m scared of you packing ur things baby you all i’m scared to lose baby dont color me blue i’m spillin my heart tryna refill it with carts with lust with parts un equal to whole we rifting apart ion even know where to start i practice my words but they leave to loose i try not to cry ion have to try too much i feel like not trying i’m tired but you what i want cant just let you loose i’m scared i’m hurting your wings i’m scared i’m playing in a noose i’m scared of you packing ur things baby you all i’m scared to lose baby dont color me blue
6.
body 02:31
I might catch a body, catch a body tonight Might buy a new body, buy her a body tonight Might slip out nightly, streets bribe me tonight Cold as i try to be, my love just ignite me all night Bold as i try to be i cant stop hiding in night Life try to stifle me, i burn bright as i might Catch a body, make that two bodies tonight What about her bodies, what about my past lives What about the haunting, what about the calls through the night 3am crying, heart trying to fight I just caught a body, caught a body tonight Which one might that be? I keep it quiet as night Screech goes the tires, guess the boys sliding tonight I might catch a body, my own won’t let me try Tired as a pod, i hope it ain’t my body tonight I cry almost nightly, thoughts of bodies on mine If i catch this body, would you help hide me tonight My blues my brothers, my heart never touching the light My love in shadows, my words bright as the sky High noon I’m missing, my body still in the light I miss the conflict, knuckles blistered from fights I miss the kisses, pardon me I’m living past lives If you caught that body, I’d hold your body to mine Tell you it’s okay, tell you I’ll keep you alright Tell you i love you, you always part of my life Just off one body, i couldn’t lie if i tried Listen here baby, if you want that body just give Me the sign No love i don’t coddle, i know wrong from right But its just one body, even if more ion mind Listen i love you, put your heart next to mine Catch this rhythm, your body connecting with mine Come catch this body, come catch a body tonight Sirens wail in the night sky, i drift through this sea called life I’m not in my right mind, lemme catch this body
7.
Say love i wanna know ya A loss for words, I’m short on game I won’t throw nunn I catch your shoulder you slidin close I guess you nosy too What’s that there? Excuse to get close to you You outshine the candles held to you I’m tryna duck away and melt with you We could ****the night away, babe let’s light a few I could see myself gettin tight with you You just my size, things fitting right with you I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss If i say I’m there babe i can’t be a minute late Enamored, the fabric you lay on your skin accentuates Your form, my ribbon in the sky, oh so long for this night i prayed Candlelight and Guy, that pick was corny wait… Sweetest Thing and incense, let lauryn hill elevate And when its sunny we can hook up, just chill or hang I got your number tatted on my mind, i can’t fake That ion want you like i do, i wouldn’t want to anyways I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss So we up jump the boogie You talking bout the next time so I guess it’s going groovy And baby you bad as hell, we too old for juvy but back that azz up bumping And to shit is moving huh Your demeanor said quiet girl, guess you really fooled me, yup But I really fuck with that so ima scoop you up in a few We can do something fun You just gotta let me know what you on Don’t be shy luv you know i want ya I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss

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released November 27, 2023

all tracks produced, written, and engineered by payforluv.
bass by Chase T. on track 3
addt'l vocals from Angelé on track 5

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