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I got blues so deep that they black
Debts i cant ever pay back
I cant tell my love from my
I cant tell my love how my lack
Of empathy seemingly ahh fuck it
I cant get these lyrics quite right to match
Blues so deep that I’m sinking
Eyes so full of tears i cant blink yet
They hesitate to jump out they be brinkin
Just like the truck aint shit in here leakin
I got blues bout my mom and her life
Blues bout my loves and my vices
I can’t speak it all to em so i write em
Wasn’t born with wings so im fighting
Angel eating, i was lifeless
Work and sleep, then back to my shifts
In personality ion like em
I looked in the mirror, he looked back
I got blues so deep that they black
Blue so deep that they look like me
Blues so real that they hangin wit me
They like my blood, crimson my eyes
U see when i blink
High as a kite but the land on my feet
I’m runnin this world, tell my loves to check in with me
I hardly get a call
Blues so deep i might sink
I got open hands at the ledge
If i see you falling, I’ll reach out just please
Remember the gesture when that time comes for me
I got blues hella deep
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kisses from a rose
02:31
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my fingers bleeding
front like ion know why
stimulants coursing thru me slow
winters coming, ion know tired
i get cash, my pocket holes
send dough straight into my closet
keep it real, ur name on my phone
i miss u so ima call up
let it ring straight thru
might leave a voicemail to see if u checkin on me
sick to my stomach, seem like life playin tricks on me
what i thought would happen?
universe like listen dummy
kisses from a rose my fingers bleedin
front like ion know why
blue moon rises, babe this routine so tired
come and visit me
i show u love like only i know how
touch you in places i only know how
but love ain’t cummin
front like ion know why
i was troubled in my youth
lack of love for self ran wild
why i see beauty embodied
obsessed with bodies, ur curves just short of godly
coddled by intellect
genius just had to rob me
give a fuck about excuses
my dad let me know proudly
i see why he said it scruddy
these bills aint stoppin
but the kisses from a rose got my fingers bleedin ion know why
i let em go but now my heart hurting
the fuck goin on?
i call you once again
ion hear dial tones
just silence, a breath, i say hi
click says goodbye
u let the phone speak for u
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Dance floor crying catchin spirits
Yet i wake up me, I’m doin alright
Waiting for cancer season 2
Uptop nas whens it gon drop?
Call up my scrudda, my bruddas
What we on tn, lets make summ shit pop
I can’t recall my last free minute
Baby thats why those calls dropped
Dodging caltrops,
simply cant be the engine that stopped
They can hate but my pen still mad hot
If they hatin let em hate, money just pile up
I rock hard shit, nigga non stop
It don’t be the prices I’m flexing
Look how the shoulders drop
I lift one up, then lift the other
drop both
Ion give a fuck, i don’t
I got love on the brain baby
I got luv on my brain
Im lowkey feeling a way, shorty
Heh
Ya feel me?
I wasnt runnin away baby,
No i want runnin away
I was hunting for the words to say
I was mixing my thoughts like my drinks
I got love on the brain baby
I got luv on my brain
Im lowkey feeling a way, shorty
Heh
Ya feel me?
I wasnt runnin away baby,
No i want runnin away
I was hunting for the words to say
I was mixing my thoughts like my drinks
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stupid games
02:14
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I want doin nunn to impress ya, Lukewarm under pressure i want goin to boil
cross me ur pain my pleasure, look* i cant even be coy
U want me to raise ya, but hesi to help me, u not even really my boy
I got niggas that pull thru gas light on a week, please dont make me show u
Saucin on niggas not really my goal, but its hot sauce if we meet in the post
Don’t make me look bad, or its bozo pack, lil buddy, u donezo u toast
In maplewood all summer, the days last long as the fuck, they be slow
but my nigga, we are not our days, come play and leave like pulled pork
grilled, i still need mines and trust*. i will be coming for more
kill, i spent 3 days in the district, now i think i’m one of the moes. J.
lil buddy, u r not scaring me fr i am not one of the hoes
dawg im a dickhead, if i enter the spot i wont leave til i did the most
I want doin nunn to impress you, Lukewarm under pressure i want goin to boil
cross me ur pain my pleasure, look* i cant even be coy
U want me to raise ya, but hesi to help me, u not even really my boy
I got niggas that pull thru gas light on a week, please dont make me show u
Saucin on niggas not really my goal, but its hot sauce if we meet in the post
Don’t make me look bad, or its bozo pack, lil buddy, u donezo u toast
In maplewood all summer, the days last long as the fuck, they be slow
but my nigga, we are not our days, come play and leave like pulled pork
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color me blue ft. Angelé
01:15
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i’m spillin my heart
tryna refill it with carts with lust with parts un equal to whole
we rifting apart
ion even know where to start
i practice my words but they leave to loose
i try not to cry
ion have to try too much
i feel like not trying i’m tired but you
what i want cant just let you loose
i’m scared i’m hurting your wings
i’m scared i’m playing in a noose
i’m scared of you packing ur things
baby you all i’m scared to lose
baby dont color me blue
i’m spillin my heart
tryna refill it with carts with lust with parts un equal to whole
we rifting apart
ion even know where to start
i practice my words but they leave to loose
i try not to cry
ion have to try too much
i feel like not trying i’m tired but you
what i want cant just let you loose
i’m scared i’m hurting your wings
i’m scared i’m playing in a noose
i’m scared of you packing ur things
baby you all i’m scared to lose
baby dont color me blue
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body
02:31
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I might catch a body, catch a body tonight
Might buy a new body, buy her a body tonight
Might slip out nightly, streets bribe me tonight
Cold as i try to be, my love just ignite me all night
Bold as i try to be i cant stop hiding in night
Life try to stifle me, i burn bright as i might
Catch a body, make that two bodies tonight
What about her bodies, what about my past lives
What about the haunting, what about the calls through the night
3am crying, heart trying to fight
I just caught a body, caught a body tonight
Which one might that be? I keep it quiet as night
Screech goes the tires, guess the boys sliding tonight
I might catch a body, my own won’t let me try
Tired as a pod, i hope it ain’t my body tonight
I cry almost nightly, thoughts of bodies on mine
If i catch this body, would you help hide me tonight
My blues my brothers, my heart never touching the light
My love in shadows, my words bright as the sky
High noon I’m missing, my body still in the light
I miss the conflict, knuckles blistered from fights
I miss the kisses, pardon me I’m living past lives
If you caught that body, I’d hold your body to mine
Tell you it’s okay, tell you I’ll keep you alright
Tell you i love you, you always part of my life
Just off one body, i couldn’t lie if i tried
Listen here baby, if you want that body just give Me the sign
No love i don’t coddle, i know wrong from right
But its just one body, even if more ion mind
Listen i love you, put your heart next to mine
Catch this rhythm, your body connecting with mine
Come catch this body, come catch a body tonight
Sirens wail in the night sky, i drift through this sea called life
I’m not in my right mind, lemme catch this body
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Say love i wanna know ya
A loss for words, I’m short on game
I won’t throw nunn
I catch your shoulder you slidin close
I guess you nosy too
What’s that there? Excuse to get close to you
You outshine the candles held to you
I’m tryna duck away and melt with you
We could ****the night away, babe let’s light a few
I could see myself gettin tight with you
You just my size, things fitting right with you
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough
I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
If i say I’m there babe i can’t be a minute late
Enamored, the fabric you lay on your skin accentuates
Your form, my ribbon in the sky, oh so long for this night i prayed
Candlelight and Guy, that pick was corny wait…
Sweetest Thing and incense, let lauryn hill elevate
And when its sunny we can hook up, just chill or hang
I got your number tatted on my mind, i can’t fake
That ion want you like i do, i wouldn’t want to anyways
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough
I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
So we up jump the boogie
You talking bout the next time so I guess it’s going groovy
And baby you bad as hell, we too old for juvy but back that azz up bumping
And to shit is moving huh
Your demeanor said quiet girl, guess you really fooled me, yup
But I really fuck with that so ima scoop you up in a few
We can do something fun
You just gotta let me know what you on
Don’t be shy luv you know i want ya
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough
I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
My words ring true, time spent with you ain’t quite enough
I want your touch, feel your hair rise, you know goosebumps
I might’ve said too much but I’d hate to be at a loss
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